A List

1. I haven't written for almost a month. Haven't written anything at all.
2. I haven't taken my medicine.
3. The only thing I feel like doing is sitting still in one place for the rest of my life.
4. I want to keep my word.
5. I want to be infinitely forgiving.
6. I want to be infinitely compassionate.
7. These are the only things I can think about.